I know that I am quite often not actually in like with the world I live in, sometimes I go into another dimension in my head, doubt that this is good for me, but I was wondering if any of you are selective about your own reality? Are you able to go out of your own current reality as I do as I find that I go into not in a good place, or are you constantly in a nice place and really in your own current reality? As I am a positive person most of the time I think I do look at my world with rose coloured glasses and every now and then I have to take them off to just see how my life is actually going otherwise I would be a fruit loop all of the time….lol
Being positive has a down side though, I every now and then feel that I may have not thought something through as much as I should as I only looked at the good side of whatever it is and not taken time to regard the possible negatives associated with whatever I am doing. An example would be the blogging – I have no reality about who may or may not be reading my blatherings and then every so often I get this feeling that I’m talking just shit and nobody wants to listen or read what I have written or said…but the bottom line is that I shouldn’t actually care about that the most important thing for me is that I am doing something that I adore and feel maybe soon might be good at, but I can be quite a flake and this does creep in ever so often……hehehehe My two children think I am a total creep so without their approval I go on…..they havn’t been supportive of my blogging at all so my nearest and dearest don’t want to know….
That is quite a reality check – I think they think (lol) that I am going to tell you their secrets about them and their lives but actually in the scheme of things as far as my blogs are concerned they don’t figure in any of this – this is my own point of view only no one else assists with this…I network and talk with many people and seem to get my blogs out of my head or thin air…….To have children who are NOT THAT INTO YOU does give me a feeling of sadness but I can’t change their minds they are grown up and quite frankly from the old movie “Gone With The Wind” - quite frankly my dear I don’t give a damn. lolololol I can’t afford to dwell on them otherwise I would be permanently crying and feeling like crap. I am the one that HAD to move on. Now enough of the personal crimes….onto others -
Comments from those of you who have children that are ungrateful and not into you – I would like to see if I am the only one out there or there are more mums and dads that get the non support I do….please post
I type at my laptop on a table in the lounge and above the screen is a mirror which reflects the room and also I have the tv right where I can look up and then watch what is on…its a great idea as you can sort of watch a program and also type as I do my blogging. Just at the moment watching and listening to Mylie Cyrus on David Letterman singing from her new album the new single ”I Can’t Be Tamed” it sounds great and I remember seeing the video of this track about a week ago and thought it was rather kewl and very special. Make a point of having a look at it if you like music as she has the most amazing song with really interesting dance moves and bird wings to die for…..I want a pair of her black wings just to put on and prance around my house singing at the top of my voice. Well why not – only my peeps (the 3 cats) would get a fright and I promise my neighbours in advance that I will not go outside and prance around with wings or anything else that might freak them out and make them call the ‘wagon’ to take me away. It isn’t often that I like a music video but this one I really did…so there!!
